Delilah

Well New York this is it. im about to head back home where i belong. its been fun out here and ive met some really great people but its time for me to go. i need my Family, Friends and support. im headed back where summer runs through October and the snow melts in a week. Back to where the streets flow with Orange and Black and you hear a faint chant of "Who~Dey" being echoed through the breeze no matter where you are. New York has been Great but i have no desire to stay here forever and im not real sure ill ever be back. ive learned a lot about myself and others. ive made some friends i hope to be in my life for a long time and ive lost some that I thought would always be a part of my life. ive learned there is a very thin line between love and hate and we are all walking a tight rope on a razors edge being careful not to slip over the edge. ive won some ive lost some, ive helped pick people up and ive brought some down. ive lived, laughed and loved with all i got and still wound up losing in the end. I gave everything i had to someone who couldnt handle this fire burning inside me. i love hard and live fast and sometimes end up crashing in the end. No matter what though i never gave up on myself. i stayed true to who i am and what i believe in and i still have my souland this burning desire deep inside. so i am picking up the pieces of my shattered heart, packing up this car and Heading South. Thank you New York for your Hospitality, Grace and your ability to hug a girl real tight and keep her safe while she was falling apart. its been wonderful and i will never forget it. Blah Blah Blah... enough of the mushy stuff. Yes im leaving. Not exactly sure when yet im still finalizing the plan. in the next few weeks i know that. until then lets hang out have a good time and see what kind of shiy we can stir up. My name is Mandy I am smart, witty, fun, comical, entertaining, a basket case, fun size, a hope fiend, outgoing, open minded, observant, a